Up until this point, swinging from one anti-depressant to another had never caused any issues. Usually because as the dose of one went down, the new magical pill’s dose went up. My new (now ex) doctor did things a little differently – he weaned me off of Paxil, left me hanging for a month. I […]

I miss having a small group of friends that could be counted on I miss sleep I miss having complete conviction in the goals I set I miss my healthy body and relatively healthy mind I miss uncomplicated relationships I miss being unapologetically myself I miss all the opportunities that came and went due to […]

Note: this was originally written over four years ago during my second bought of major depression. It was not pretty and I was not happy. It is an angry rant. I can’t say I feel any different just … Source: Mental Illness – Get Over It!

I am nothing.  I have achieved nothing.  Death does not frighten me as I barely exist. This was not the plan.  I had no plan to follow; just rules and edicts set by authority figures I was too frightened to question. I have no personality.  I shun responsibility.  I have no rights. I am alone.  […]

Note: this was originally written over four years ago during my second bought of major depression. It was not pretty and I was not happy. It is an angry rant. I can’t say I feel any different just less angry (for now). The title may be slightly discordant but I am not asking, telling, or […]